Forget Me Not

So there are days when life just seems to suck and you feel like crap. And then there are the days when you realize that you can withdraw from the world and no one would know. Today is one of those days. I could fall into the ocean and no one would notice. I guess its nice for what I need and plan to do. No one at the DL or Left will even notice I dont visit anymore. It is my punishment/consequences that I must learn to deal with. Plus someone the other day said things werent working, so he wont care. See no one really cares. No visits this anymore. So even that illusion is gone. I am sick of living in fear so I am going to do something about it. You might call it running. But I have tried to fight. But one can only fight on their own before they fall.