Why?

I was working on a project that will get done. Its ok. Something broke. Both literally and emotionally. I have been on this wall trying to be the stong one. Because that is what I am needed to be right now. I want to snap, want to break. But damn it I wont. Because I cant. Because it is my role to be stong now. AHHHHHH. This isnt breaking. This is just helping me stay stong. I am just need to figure out to how to do what is next. And then do the next thing. And so on and so forth. Just live and get by and work to make the next moment better. Then eventually you will be ok. I think I have a up coming battle soon. A huge storm. Even if it is mostly within my self. I am scared, but I know what I need to say. And it will be done. Not over just done.